hey well this morning my friend tony came to school early witch is surprising and i said what are gonna do now lol? he said lets go outside to smoke well at first i was thinking nah im good but then i thought about it and was like wth why not...we went outside and piled in my freinds truck and another friend got in so we had 4 people in the front sitting on eachother smoking it was ok at first but then first bell i got sick and sat in detention room until 2nd bell i think the cig made me sick i got to stop smoking every time i do now i get sick it sucks...well anyways alot of suff has hapened started painting again good stuff has happened with my baby...
we decided to change some stuff up were going to renew our virginities for eachother and forget our past ever happened...it might seem stupid to others but to us it will be good and ill love it ...
its very cold in this room because the school is to cheap to heat the whole school so some rooms they leave the air conditioning or nothing on at all so its freezing and you cant change it because they have a code...
i got some school work done witch is good thatl pull my grade up alot witch is cool because i need it...we have mass tomaro wich is not cool because i dont like it and its ash wensday blah...
im bored im just rambaling on about nothing really hmm i wish i had more followers still it would be cool if someone read my blog ..o well i dont have freinds hahah ...i know i dont have freinds because me and kittys pushed all our freinds away except for a few but she stills has freinds..the only person i talk to is kitty ...but the difference is when you go to an all guys school guys dont really feel like talking that much...but when you go to a coed school people are more like to talk i know she says she doesnt have friends all the time but she does...she has more freinds then i do...and people that would talk to her on anything if she posted a status people would like and coment it....ive posted alot of stauses and nothing...i dont really have real freinds no one asks me to hang out anymore i just to be asked to parties and pople used to call me to do things or invite with them now they dont...people invite kitty places but she doesnt want to...its ok though ill live haha i have the only person that really means anything to me anyways...but all im saying is its in a persons nature to have people around them and sometimes i get lonely and that i do everything for myself like writing these i just wished i atleast had freinds online but i dont even have that lol larry was my bff but hes never around. leonard just sits at home so im bored there to...and thats pretty much it i dont have any other real freind kyle comes over but we done do anything so kittys the only person that really interested in me...
i just dont really understand why my life took such a big turn its not that bad because i was headed down the wrong path anyways but mabye its not me...mabye its everyone else...i guess it just goes to show what todays society is like now a days i stopped doin drugs, stopped whoring myslef out stop breaking the laws and doing stupid stuff and people slowly stopped being around me...so i guess everyone today is so interested in drugs and trying to get with everyone they can and partying as much as possible. that i just didnt want to be a part of that well im gonna end this post cuz i gotta advertizement project ot do so bye lol ill post later
we decided to change some stuff up were going to renew our virginities for eachother and forget our past ever happened...it might seem stupid to others but to us it will be good and ill love it ...
its very cold in this room because the school is to cheap to heat the whole school so some rooms they leave the air conditioning or nothing on at all so its freezing and you cant change it because they have a code...
i got some school work done witch is good thatl pull my grade up alot witch is cool because i need it...we have mass tomaro wich is not cool because i dont like it and its ash wensday blah...
im bored im just rambaling on about nothing really hmm i wish i had more followers still it would be cool if someone read my blog ..o well i dont have freinds hahah ...i know i dont have freinds because me and kittys pushed all our freinds away except for a few but she stills has freinds..the only person i talk to is kitty ...but the difference is when you go to an all guys school guys dont really feel like talking that much...but when you go to a coed school people are more like to talk i know she says she doesnt have friends all the time but she does...she has more freinds then i do...and people that would talk to her on anything if she posted a status people would like and coment it....ive posted alot of stauses and nothing...i dont really have real freinds no one asks me to hang out anymore i just to be asked to parties and pople used to call me to do things or invite with them now they dont...people invite kitty places but she doesnt want to...its ok though ill live haha i have the only person that really means anything to me anyways...but all im saying is its in a persons nature to have people around them and sometimes i get lonely and that i do everything for myself like writing these i just wished i atleast had freinds online but i dont even have that lol larry was my bff but hes never around. leonard just sits at home so im bored there to...and thats pretty much it i dont have any other real freind kyle comes over but we done do anything so kittys the only person that really interested in me...
i just dont really understand why my life took such a big turn its not that bad because i was headed down the wrong path anyways but mabye its not me...mabye its everyone else...i guess it just goes to show what todays society is like now a days i stopped doin drugs, stopped whoring myslef out stop breaking the laws and doing stupid stuff and people slowly stopped being around me...so i guess everyone today is so interested in drugs and trying to get with everyone they can and partying as much as possible. that i just didnt want to be a part of that well im gonna end this post cuz i gotta advertizement project ot do so bye lol ill post later
i have a few friends but it's not really alot. and they're more like aquaintances than friends, they really don't know me very well. they just talk to me at lunch and i make them laugh...you have online friends baby, you have a bunch on vs they count :) and its true...ppl nowadays are stupid.. i'm glad you stopped doing all that stuff. it's not you, its them. you're an interesting person, i would know. people are just so caught up in the bad parts of the world that they think its the good part. we'll make new friends eventually baby, ones that are actually worth while. and who knows, maybe your old friends will come back to thier senses :) hopefully they do. and i cant wait to renew our virginities <3
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