Wednesday, December 15, 2010

smokey the bear? (firefighter) lol

well i was on webcam with kitty a couple days ago and i spilled somethin on my laptop and i tried cleanin it up but i left it on wen i went to go get a shower and wen i came back it was off so i tried to turn it back on but it was fried so i said o well and plugged it up for the night..well later i smelled something and jumped outa bed and saw my laptop smoking it was the battery it was freind and since it plugged up it was about to catch on fire so if it wasnt for my good nose my house would of burned down and i wouldove died =D lol ya..
but i dont have a laptop now....o well ill just but a new one haha

Dec 15 just another quick update

well my plan worked out ok i hope the second part of my plan works out ehhh im scared thtll itll work but get caught in the end o well well find out...
  i went atv again like ive done for three days in a row already haha it so fun but anyways the day before yesterday i rode the atv will leonard and llyod i was teaching llyod how to drive better haha hes kinda bad he made us flip so i taught him how to turn better (drift) and how to shift  and use your body wieght ...and then larry got home and he made mary rose drive his car over to olypian club witch is a big park so we good drive the atv there lol so me and larry drove the atv around while she drove the car
then me and larry rode around then we switched of and i let her ride with larry while i drifted larrys car around in the snow and icey gravel haha without traction control on ehh lol  kinda hard to control but it was fun lol  
   yesterday i rode the atv again with leonard and llyod and we drug it over to olypian club again drove around for a bit then on are way back it got stuck a couple times so i got mad and picked up the whole atv and and threw it over the fallen tree and shit lol  i think it was anger adrenaline haha but we got it back threw but later tht night my arm hurt and still does hahah o well

me and kitty need to talk hah we had another disagreement ok...i know i said we never fight but it seems as if were starting to? its probly my fault but i cant help...things happen that remind me of old situations and i dont want them to happen again so i get mad and try to stop it witch leads to arguements lol
  ya idk if anyone understands jsut a problem i have  but after we talk tonight well be fine again lol muah baby i love you  i cant wait for are oldskool date lol

Monday, December 13, 2010

life update (Dec 13)

well it snowed last night had a 2 hour delay but no cancaled school ehh it was expected we rarely get off lol
thats ok tho are classes are only an hour long today and the schedule is weird the classesgo block 1 block 3 then we have the lunch bells then block 2 then block 4 then leave lol.         ya so me and asberry are fantastic as usual lol we never fight for all of you that think we do nope...we have disagreements but rarely  and we we talk well have converstations that arent fights as most of you would take it just talks on how to fix or betters ourselvs most of you dont know about that and that it is possible to talk without fighting about nothing ... lol
anyways christmas is soon lol and so is my birthday on Dec 18 not excited lol i dont like birthdays that much
and i dont like gettings presents its not that im one of those grumpy people its just i dont like it lol.  if i want something ill get it for myself i dont like wen people get me things just a random fact lol

    still as always asberry is the only person that reads my stuff...hi baby  i love you lol how is your day going
  and if anyways else reads this hello hah
its so cold in this room but were not allowed to wear coats in class so we have to freeze and another thing is that are school is so cheap that they dont want to waste any of there money so thaey just keep the temperture at a place were it spends the least money so it feels like the air conditioner is on and the school doesnt give the teachers the key to change the temperture because they dont want them crankin the heat up or anythings becasue they dont want to waste school..
its not just snow wheather its also atv dridt weather lol last night we brought the atv home and rode it in the dark after everything turned to ice and the streets were covered so we rode around for a bit drifting we already wrecked lolwe bothed flipped of of it and rolled the atv because we slid sideways and hit a dry-ish part and the wheels caught we both hit the ground hard haha but its all good

and are teacher for this class isnt here so we have switch out subs haha first was a old guy and hes a science teacher and the second teahcer just walked in and its the new hot teacher and all the guys looked and were like O.O 8===D

hahah bored im thinkin of a new plan i think i got one it might work well find out =/ ehh lol i hope so
and my family go to christmas eve mass witch i hate becasue thats the time witch everyone everywere decides to go to church for no reason jesus! lol

im hoping i get my xbox back soon i need to renew my live acount lol it ran out theni gotta practice up on my drifting again i hope i still want to..
thts the problem with me if i do something alot then stop for a couple days then i wont care about wen i go to do it again. lol like my vandalsquad i stopped for awhile and now i neve do it ive been fuckin around the last couple days tho i might get back into it depends lol   and i started playin a online game called leage of legends but i started drifting on forza and i dont play that anymore then i difted everyday of forza got my xbox taken and now im not really in the mood haha jeeez im so indicisive. i ramble about stupid stuff no one cares about o well it real life situations hah its interesting sometimes  mabye i should get more pyschical with this and actually put pics and stuff up like my baby but thats to much work i dont have the patients for it haha i might down the road..
well this is getting a bit long and boring so ill stop writing haha bye love you

o well sorry for my shitting spelling and stuff i dont actually pay attention or revise my work i just keep typing hahah o well

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

bleh O.o

quite of bit of little random posts today ehh? lol well that good ole freind of mine ibs is kicking in lol
joy right ...nooo
anyways school starts at 7:45 ive been in the bathroom from 7:47 to 8:40 then stayin class then went to second block and went to the bathroom  i that block witch im currently in and my stomach still hurts so im probly going to go again during 3rd block and i hope i dont have to go during 4th because that teacher gives you 3 bathroom passes a quarter and if you use them up you cant go..but if you dont use them the passes go toward your grade for three points so i try not to use them ...ehh

random quick fact

well ive talked about that club computer animation nd about us making a game  well weve come  up with a project were making a fatasy computer from scrath were salvaging parts from differnt computers and games systems and were going to make a huge gaming computer it will take along time and probly quite of bit om money and hard work but its still a fun project that were going to try our best at
if you want to know more about it comment

im SICK..of this IBS

well things is i have something that i dont really here about anyone else having. and yes its pretty embarrasing but ide thought i share it anyways.. i have IBS irretiable bowel syndrome    and what that is. is things can upset my stomach very easily and it really is killing me (its kinda whats my blog name refers to) because i use to be a really energetic lets go everywere kind of guy but now not at all im a stay at home leave me alone kind of guy..and this is due to ibs     it didnt always be like this it started mabye a year and a half ago but got worse as time progressed.. its not so much of what i eat its just when i leave or go to places i feel uncomfortable at  when i go to places before i even leave i worry about is there a bathroom there or will i be able to use it will it be lock what will i do...ever thing runs through my mind  ive been going to the same church my whole life and ive went to the school of that church from k through 8th grade so im very familer with it and i know everone there so im not uncomfortable but latley i dont want to go becasue that church has one bathroom for everyone with one toilet so its not like i can stay in there so my stomach hurts and i worry so i get all kinds of sick this happens i go really anywere anymore and i hate it i would do anything to try to get rid of it....worse thing is my parents dont really believe in it  they say its all in my head because when they ask me to go places i dont want to..not because i dont feel like it but becasue i dont want to get sick and i worry so they think im just trying to get out of going but its not in my head it happens were ever i go and with whoever im with and theres no cure for it  the doctors just say well there really nohing we can do youll have to live with it...i dont want to live  with i hate it so much... you dont understand no one does mabye others whove had it would but egular people wouldnt   most people like my parents say whats the problems go to the bathroom then move on...i wish it was that easy but its not i worry before i get there i get sick while im there ill go the bathroom and ill stay being sick until i leave and get home...its ruinign my life i dont go anywere with freinds anymore i refuse to ride buses in fear that i might get sick on it..i wish there was some way to fix it but ive looked up everthing and to be honest it might be in my head now to but only becasue its affected me for so long that i cant stop thinking about so im constantly sick if anyone reads this please help me...ugh

ok fair? (not meant to be mean)

ok well im not mad at kitty so if you freak out ill will kick your teeth out.  but its not a fight or a arguement i just want to know how you feel
                i can tell well kitty lies its pretty easy and i know shes lying whens she says she doesnt think guys are hot because thats impossible do to the fact that everyone finds things attractive in life its just how it works, no might not like them or love them but yes there pretty, and people cant deny that
well anyways my point is  ive said who i think is hot   and those people are celebrities people that i will never meet or touch so there no harm   such as victoria justice  and adriana lima yes those are top on my list..but thing is kitty freaks out over it  like when ever victoria justice pops up on tv shell get upset or if i talk about them shell get mad. im not saying kitty ur ugly i want them and i wanna fuck them i saying there pretty im not trying to hurt her feelings or anythings just complimenting them.    i still only love kitty and shes the only person for me i dont cheat or talk to other girls and she knows were i am at all times because im on the phone with her 24/7 and i never leave and she even notices when were out that i never look at other girls..
                 anyways the thing is i say there pretty she gets mad  but when ive shown her guys like eric backman and ville valo and stuff shell say there hot but will get deffensive and upset when i get mad
       but the difference is when i say there pretty thats all i say when i show kitty shes like O.O rapes and will say things like i hope they dont come to town or i feel bad for wanting them?  wtf really never have i said that about tori or lima so why is she getting mad..idk anyways everyone will prob side with kitty guys thats what happens

                  even though i know i wrote not meant to be mean and ive explained this i know itll still ruin kittys days and shell be upset and think to much     so dont i only love you baby i promise and you no that much <3