ok well im not mad at kitty so if you freak out ill will kick your teeth out. but its not a fight or a arguement i just want to know how you feel
i can tell well kitty lies its pretty easy and i know shes lying whens she says she doesnt think guys are hot because thats impossible do to the fact that everyone finds things attractive in life its just how it works, no might not like them or love them but yes there pretty, and people cant deny that
well anyways my point is ive said who i think is hot and those people are celebrities people that i will never meet or touch so there no harm such as victoria justice and adriana lima yes those are top on my list..but thing is kitty freaks out over it like when ever victoria justice pops up on tv shell get upset or if i talk about them shell get mad. im not saying kitty ur ugly i want them and i wanna fuck them i saying there pretty im not trying to hurt her feelings or anythings just complimenting them. i still only love kitty and shes the only person for me i dont cheat or talk to other girls and she knows were i am at all times because im on the phone with her 24/7 and i never leave and she even notices when were out that i never look at other girls..
anyways the thing is i say there pretty she gets mad but when ive shown her guys like eric backman and ville valo and stuff shell say there hot but will get deffensive and upset when i get mad
but the difference is when i say there pretty thats all i say when i show kitty shes like O.O rapes and will say things like i hope they dont come to town or i feel bad for wanting them? wtf really never have i said that about tori or lima so why is she getting mad..idk anyways everyone will prob side with kitty guys thats what happens
even though i know i wrote not meant to be mean and ive explained this i know itll still ruin kittys days and shell be upset and think to much so dont i only love you baby i promise and you no that much <3
we both think adriana lima is hot so thats not really a problem lol
ReplyDeleteyou have said things like that about victoria justice before thats why im touchy about her :/
thats the only time i really get upset like you've said tori lackman was pretty and i was fine with that because she's ur friend and i think she's cool but back when we first dated you said some crazy stuff about v.justice that made me nervous which is why i freak out about her...
yea there are attractive people but its a different attractive and its hard to explain...i feel horrible when i feel even the slightest attraction to another person :/ you knew before about ville and how i used to see him as like the prototype of the perfect guy, eric backman...i think his lips are too big and i really only like his hair, style and that his belly is pierced lol
i do think some guys are good looking but i'm suuuuper picky about it. you can tell when i'm lying because i am a horrible liar -.-
i feel bad when i think other guys are pretty in
any way because if i have a bad thought i feel like an adultress :/ it makes me feel horrible...
i am of course going to throw up now because i am the nervous wreck that you know i am haha but i love you too baby<3
and have you ever noticed that the only 2 guys im slightly attracted to remind me of you?
ReplyDelete...thats part of the reason why it bothers me
cuz if you thought someone was pretty and they kind of looked like me like had the same hair or skin tone or something it wouldnt really bother me as much cuz i would be like "she reminds him of me" but the two girls you like don't look like me at all :/ they have all the traits that i'm jealous of like perfect teeth and long hair and stuff like that, thats mostly why i get jealous