Thursday, March 10, 2011

 snatched this from kitty i kept her colors and everything lol

status: taken forever <3
favorite colors: black, dark red
favorite band: hmm i think is to hard for me lol
hobbies: graffiti, skateboarding, my girlfriend lol ;)
favorite flower: i dont pay attention tht much i like alot but idont know names
favorite consanent: idk lol 
favorite vowel: o
favorite weather: hmm i like warm sunny day not to hot,   the cool mornings not cold...and i like storms
favorite drink: root beer
favorite coffee: hm i dont have one
favorite snack: hot fries
favorite candy:  sour straws
favorite ice cream: chocolate almond i guess
favorite language: idk i dont have one
favorite anime: ehh i dont watch it
favorite gesture:  middle finger
after highschool plan: life
 
     well i didnt realize how stupid this quiz was until i got through it i dont do or pay attention to any of this stuff  blah im just bored

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

life update (march 8)

hey well this morning my friend tony came to school early witch is surprising and i said what are gonna do now lol? he said lets go outside to smoke well at first i was thinking nah im good but then i thought about it and was like wth why not...we went outside and piled in my freinds truck and another friend got in so we had 4 people in the front sitting on eachother smoking it was ok at first but then first bell i got sick and sat in detention room until 2nd bell i think the cig made me sick i got to stop smoking every time i do now i get sick it sucks...well anyways alot of suff has hapened started painting again good stuff has happened with my baby...

       we decided to change some stuff up were going to renew our virginities for eachother and forget our past ever happened...it might seem stupid to others but to us it will be good and ill love it ...

its very cold in this room because the school is to cheap to heat the whole school so some rooms they leave the air conditioning or nothing on at all so its freezing and you cant change it because they have a code...

               i got some school work done witch is good thatl pull my grade up alot witch is cool because i need it...we have mass tomaro wich is not cool because i dont like it and its ash wensday blah...

 im bored im just rambaling on about nothing really hmm i wish i had more followers still it would be cool if someone read my blog ..o well i dont have freinds hahah ...i know i dont have freinds because me and kittys pushed all our freinds away except for a few but she stills has freinds..the only person i talk to is kitty ...but the difference is when you go to an all guys school guys dont really feel like talking that much...but when you go to a coed school people are more like to talk i know she says she doesnt have friends all the time but she does...she has more freinds then i do...and people that would talk to her on anything if she posted a status people would like and coment it....ive posted alot of stauses and nothing...i dont really have real freinds no one asks me to hang out anymore i just to be asked to parties and pople used to call me to do things or invite with them now they dont...people invite kitty places but she doesnt want to...its ok though ill live haha i have the only person that really means anything to me anyways...but all im saying is its in a persons nature to have people around them and sometimes i get lonely and that i do everything for myself like writing these i just wished i atleast had freinds online but i dont even have that lol  larry was my bff but hes never around. leonard just sits at home so im bored there to...and thats pretty much it i dont have any other real freind kyle comes over but we done do anything    so kittys the only person that really interested in me...

       i just dont really understand why my life took such a big turn its not that bad because i was headed down the wrong path anyways but mabye its not me...mabye its everyone else...i guess it just goes to show what todays society is like now a days i stopped doin drugs, stopped whoring myslef out stop breaking the laws and doing stupid stuff and people slowly stopped being around me...so i guess everyone today is so interested in drugs and trying to get with everyone they can and partying as much as possible.  that i just didnt want to be a part of that   well im gonna end this post cuz i gotta advertizement project ot do so bye lol ill post later

Friday, March 4, 2011

no reason to get mad just a freestyle

i remeber back when she played me like her favorite song and all the mothafuckers just stood round and sang along, all the people behind me i was on the frontline but when i turned to regroup they already left me behind, i was alone did my drugs till they was gone  and just when i i thought i found lucky clover bitch hit the replay and it started all over.. ...........ya dude was rappin and he told me to spit something and that came out it was pretty sick lol

its in my blood

skateboarding no matter what i do i cant stop i never could completly stop well this a short post but anyways kyle, larry, and tim came home and started skating...well i waned to skate to..so i grabbed kitty board and skated it i didnt do much cuz u cant do much on that thing i 180 the big hole in hunters drive way wich is impressive on kittys board lol i did a couple flip tricks witch is also impressive on kittys board expescially a 360 flip, fakie big spin to manual, bs flip, a clean ass frontside 180 lol and probly soemthing else but i dont remember those tricks arennt hard but no one else can do it on kittys board excpet me lol ...well anyways the day before that i asked kittys what shed do if i broke her board and she said she didnt know what she do well when i was ksating with them they we trying to do fakie fs flips and i was like im so good at those and i wanted to showoff so knowing me i went to big for kittys board and i popped and flicked tht shit caught it and slammed it and all you heard was a crack but it didnt break in half lol i didnt mean to lol so its cracked now but its ok lol shes not that mad lol she was going to get new one anyways lol  and hell i might to cuz i dont like skating but i do like do fliptricks and playing skate because i dont lose lol

love will keep us together

well last night i got to see kitty and it as fun she gave me my valentines present wich was a little late but its ok lol, so anyways we hung out with leonard for awhile and watched viva la bam old episodes, and then fail videos haha then got bored and tried to go home but had to leave my house..so we chilled outside and we sat for awhile then i got hyper and wantd to play around and i thought we should wrestle because she told me before that she liked to..so we started to then i got her into and she was getting mad so we kept going and after so intense pushin lol we kissed for awhile then i held her down but i hurt her witch i felt bad about but it was ok she said she was fine..so after we got up she said do you wanna go again and idk what it was but something clicked in my mind that changed me im not going to tell what happened but i wasnt me and i almost really screwed up bad...but she calmed me down and snapped me out of it...ill just tell you that stufff happened to me that gives me mixed personalities and its not good...and this one is lets say a monster..  and i hate it...but she can snap me out of it if she just tells me its ok and hold me...and im so happy she can or ide be f'd    well anyways after i was all calmed down i freaked out like most perople would if that happned to them ...and i fell like a little bitch but i cried for the first time in along time and it was infront of her...i didnt mean to do it..it was an accident and i wasnt myself idk how many times i apologized..well anyways its ok now were ok and thats all that matters to me  whenever i get like that my body gets really weak because my whole body changes every muscule in my body tightens and it makes my skin feel like it gonna rip and my heart beats r wierd and it i breahte weird and it a big stress on my body  more than what a normal person should take and it hurts my brain to...so after that i feel like i got hit my a truck and a anvil got dropped on my chest i know that sounds over dramatic but it really does..right now my heart and chest really hurts and i havnt said one word to anyone since ive gotten to school...i think i get so sore because my body realeases so much adrenaline that it hards for my body to control and my body can do more then its regular limit and it really is scary because nothing about it is me except its my body...its not my feelings, its not my eyes, its not my muscules, its not my voice, its like i have to people in side of me and i doin twice the work i breath, heartbeats, and move for two people...so i need to rest and hopefully i feel better so it was pretty scare to say the least .....but like i said were ok now and were going to see eachother again today i love baby muah

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

nevermind no rap lol

eh i started to but i dont feel like thinkin of ryhmes any anybody thats reads these help me get followers because i dont have a facebook anymore or nothing lol and i dont use twitter anymore so i cant tell people so yall should tell people haha jk i know no one reads this and it doesnt matter hahah     im so bored i gotta history test but i only got one of the sheets o well...i get ou early today but not realy because i get out at 2:18 but wait till sometime after 3  its gay o well peace

another random pointless post haha

wel i just got in the class and im bored so this will unbore me mabye so anways yesterday  felt kinda good out so kyle came over to skate i told him i dont skate no more lol but i rode the board around while he practiced lazer flips lol and he told me how to do them and i tried even though it hurt really bad hah i almost caught it frist try lol and then i bs flipped perfect and i was like i wonder if i can do them stationary so i did 5 in a row it was funny but my kne hurt like crap lol and then we broke kyles board... hmm im just realizing im just posting pretty much for myself lol and kitty when she feels like reading my nonsense lol....but no one reads these i have no followers lol...but anyways    ive been messing around with my drums again latley hah im still good...nothing really exciting has happened in awhile lol   i might jinx myself for saying this but my ibs really hasnt acted up latley like when i was in church it didnt hurt when i left on the way there or through the whole church  but now that i just said that my stomach will go ham hahah  butjust because it hasnt hurt in awhile it will mabye sometime soon because ibs goes away for alittle bit then comes back full force and my stomach kinda hurts now lol...hm so whats happening with me not much..t others i have no life anymore but to me im fine with it  
                           this is my day
                  wake up txt kitty take forever to get ready then leave go to school depending what day it is lol if its a day  i go to math sit there and listen to crap lol, then go to media lit and blog and do homework, then go to religion have quizes and sit there and go to lunch, the history and take notes the whole time lol    
                         if its a b day then i go to enlish and do nothing but talk to all my freinds haha, then go to compution animation and play around in there, the cadd class and sit there bored drawing houses, then chemistry and play around in there doing nothing...ok the anyways after either one of those days ill do te same thing after school go home then either go to larrys or call kitty right away then get on the computer and talk for the rest of the night and then go to sleep   repeat...   
              on fridays ill do the same thing but when i get home ill go to larrys and mess around until like 12 or 1 and then walk home and kitty will already be asleep then ill stay up for another hour thinkin of what i want to do then there will be nothing then ill go to sleep,   on saturdays ill wake up go to larrys around 10 then wont do anything again and come home around 11 talk to kitty mabye...then wake up sunday either i go to church or i dont but ill hang out then to or most likely stay home the whole day and talk to kitty to go back to school hahah     
         wow this is a long boring post hahah mabye ill write a rap off the top of my head ill do it ina diff post haha