i miss skating

yea for some reason ive been thinkin about skating latley..all the stuff i could do and what i want to do..i got on a board a couple days ago and did a simple kickflip it was sketchy so i felt bad...about how good i was then i just stopped skating its been along time since i skated..im sure if i got a board it would only take me a day before i got all my tricks back, so that would be fine but ledges stairs any of that crap idk....ollies off on ledges and some small steps sets should be ok mabye some 180s..but anything bigger i dont think so..i think ive havnt gone big for so long i think i would be to scared now after i broke my knee..i wanna skate clippard but its been awhile the biggest ive gone was a 7 set wich i kickflipped and broke my knee so i dont skate anymore ...and since when i bought a new deck i kickflipped a loading dock and snapped my deck and only had it for a week i stopped skating...  i can get a new board but idk if i want to skate because even if i do whats the point its not like im gonna go anywere, i prob wont even go to clippard to far..and everything around us ive already done..and aint worth going big off of becasue its so sketch and its garanteed to get hurt on...
oc steps cracked missshappen and pebbles all over the landing,  
oc tables-wobbly cracks narrow.
hope-slanted, cracks, downhill slant landing.
hope loading steps-cracks, 5 steps but last step is slated outward.
hope church steps-angle roll up, shifty ollie narrow landing
corpus christy steps-cracks, no roll up
taylor-slanted cracked roll up, steep steps cracked downhill landing, narrow creek on both sides
iga loading dock-complete crap, hard landing slanted and crap everywere
jane hoop-contruction, stupid ramp, little steps sets/ stupid cracks steps
beavis- cracks roll up and landing, hard ground
mt.healthy 8/12- unesscary biggness
funeral home set-bad location
we have more little crap around us but its all bad  and im not willing to travel

 im better flatground anyways
    flip tricks
 ollie-switch, fakie,nollie
180 bs-switch,fakie,nollie
180 fs-switch,fakie,nollie
360 fakie and nollie----     not switch
shuv bs-switch,fakie,nollie
shuv fs-switch,fakie,nollie
360 shuv -fakie, nollie----not switch
kickflip-switch,fakie,nollie
heelflip-switch,fakie,nollie
varial flip-switch,fakie,nollie
varial heel-fakie,nollie----not switch
big spin fs/bs- fakie, nollie----not switch
bs flip-fakie----not switch or nollie
fs flip- fakie---not switch or nollie
big flip-fakie---not switch or nollie
360 flip-fakie--not switch or nollie
 twisted flip-fakie--not switch or nollie
                  grab tricks

indy
nose grab
tailgrab
hand shuvit
hand 180

               grind tricks

 boardslide
noseslide
tailslide
50/50
5/0
nosegrind

           theres other stupid crap i can do ona skateboard but o well haha
i can do manuals to fliptricks out, bonless, no comply other stupid crap but owell
haha                      

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