well i told her ide blog this morning for her lol well here it is..
something happened last night that made me really really jealous and upset..i wont talk about it ehh.
im kinda over it now but my brain stills fights with me about it..telling me bad things..i trust her..its just hard from past experiences..hm its ok i love you babygirl...
im going to see you today also witch makes me happy..i hope we are well i kinda still have that feeling of fake happiness..i dont know about you though mabye
well all will be ok when we see eachother today huggs and kisses will make it all better
i wonder what shes doing..i wish i could go to her school and be in every class with her thatd be amazing but im pretty sure ide fail worse because ide be staring at her all class....and another things its probly good that i dont go there because wed kill eachother with jeoulousy haha we are both jealous sometimes its a hard thing to admit but i know we both are...once you get to a point in a relationship that you love someone so much your worried about everything and you dont want anyone else to have them you want them all to your self...it will be ok soon though we will get used to it and it will slowly get better and stronger trust..i love her wil all my heart and i know she does to..i just cant wait to see her once i see her it will make every arguement dissapear and all will be good again =) but there thing i am not going to be so happy about is when i see her i will be really happy and i will want to talk to her for the rest of the night but she will leave for dance =((( and i will be bored and lonley haha i think i can take i must be stong i will just look at pictures or i might make her something special i dont i feel like doing something really cute for her as an apology for being mean last night and plus she deserves it shes so amazing and good to me so im going to do something for her =D muah baby
i think about you 24/7 during my classes i just want to talk to you all day...no school=( well i will talk to you after school cutie mauh have a good day
i love you so much! this post was so cute baby <333 i cant wait to see you today and it is partially a fake happiness because i just want the day to be over with so i can just see you already!!! haha i hope we can really trust eachother soon...i want us to be happy baby...muah
ReplyDeleteand i know what you mean by that point in a relationship....that is why i feel so wierd and get confused, cuz this is the first time i have ever been in this point in a relationship! ...you know that is not the reason i got jealous in the first place....i started being jealous because of something else~ but you're right...i do want you all to myself and i hate that i can't see you :( i miss you alot...and i love you...alot. :) be mine forever pweez? ^3^ /*
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