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baby keep me updated blog about everything you do lol im curious lol

secret day

haha today should be a good day if everything goes as planned usually my plans go good. so anyways while im at school kitty will be sneaking into my house she can eat some golfish and flamin hots and a cupcake if she wants that lol and she can lay in my bed and get on my laptop and play video games if she wants to lol she has my house to herself lol and the plan is that she stays there all day and well figure something out later haha hope everything goes good i love you baby and i hope my dogs dont attack you i didnt think about that but you should be fine just say lexies name lol so anyways i have a doctors appointment today and hes gonna grope me and i dont like that haha

great day

well yesterday was great it was just like old times lol..i woke up and called her at 7 in the morning i told her to come over she got her and we went at it for like 6 hours lol....it was was great..
      well anyways she was hungry lol she ate a breakfast sandwich, 2 bowls of trix, 2 cookies, pizza rolls, pink lemonade, then after awhile we went to speedway...i got a monster and a choco taco   she got a mocha monster and a oreo thing lol we walked back home when we past leonard house he came out and we talked for a little then larry and mary rose came home and we all talked then we went in and chilled and ate more food and stuff then i got bored of being inside so larry left to go put in a head unit in some dudes car and mary rose stayed sleeping lol....me kitty leonard and lyyod went outside, we cut down a tree...and i started throwing knifes at paint cans and blew 2 up lol its kinda fun then me and leonard started playing around and me and kitty started throwing a football back and fourth lol you should work on that throw babe lol... lyod was beating a traffic cone with a log for some reason then larry came back home and we all went insidde and chilled again..then me a larry went out to try to fix the atv so we pulled it out and started taking crap off so we didnt have a throttle anymore but we still had the cable so we got an idea of how to ride it so i grabed the cables with a pair of pliars and pulled the cables while larry steered lol it was hard but we got the hang of it so we started off up the street so when you have the throttle when its not broken you let of to shift up or down o since we didnt have that i had to lossen my pull of the cable so he could shift wich was kinda hard but i got better at it so we drove all the way around our area and every time we shifted up it would lag then backfire then accelerate lol it jerked everywhere...it was kinda cold out so i was freezing lol we saw kyle on our way back and stopped to talk for a second lol then we dove back...came back in chilled for a little and watched movies and then i walked kitty to my house to get picked up then we talked on the phone for the rest of the night until like 11 lol so over all it was a great day and im so happy i got to spend with the girl i love

my post of my jealousy

well since as long as i can remeber i was that guy i knew it and so did everyone else..i might sound concieted but yeah i was irresistable to everyone for some reason i could get anyone i wanted i was to good at it... i got what i wanted and then threw it away..and moved on i was such a big player i dont know why i did it but i did...if you ask people about me theyll say that im a player girls know me all over...i dont talk to them and none of them beleive ive changed but i have..this doesnt sound beleiveable but i made a list of girls that ive done stuf with and went out with and after i got past 90 i stopped counting because it made me feel bad...because i couldove kept adding names and there was a few i even forgot or didnt ever know there names  i have proof of all of them to becasue i can bring them up...lol its not good...and i guess after years of doing that i just wasnt that intresested ive felt like ive had it all and then i met agi and i had a somewhat serious relationship but thing was i wasnt...i cheated still and talked to whoever i wanted i didnt care i always told her what i did though becasue i didnt like lying about it...and i really regret doing it all and she knows i do becasue we fixed everything now but i havnt talked to her since we hung out i think it settled things with both of us finally kindal ike putting a lost sole to rest yeah...i feel alot better now...ive apoligized to most of the girls over time but i gave up after awhile because none of them believed me but i dont blame them...from how much i lied why should they?   but anyways after that horrible realtionship with agi...i know i said i loved her but im not sure what to call it...becasue theres no way i couldove loved her if i did i wouldove cared more maybe its just becasue she was like my frist real girlfreind i had strong feelings for someone that actually showed more feelings for me than anyone else ever did...but no i dont think it was love......

             there is only one person i love and that is asberry
  i met her and i knew from day one...in a way it wasnt right..but i also did like her...becasue when i first saw her i told my freind that she was hot and i wanted her...they said you cant get her she has a bf and theyve been going out for awhile...right when they said that it was now a mission...i would get her at all costs...lucky for me everything when into place and worked out...i did everything for her not becasue i had to but becasue i wanted to i liked her so much she was perfect in my eyes there was a couple things that happened in the beginning that i was hurt by but never said anything about becasue i felt stupid..but it didnt stop my feelings for her         i really messed up with agi and i still apolize to this day but its over now everything is better now..

 we love eachother more than ever and always will <3 i love you asberry

update (march 24)

well im sittin in media lit class and this weather has got me all messed up itll go from 80 degrees out super hot then start raining get cold snow then get super hot have a torando...like wtf? my body cant keep up with that so now i got a small cold blehh! o well plus i got some holes up in my mouth wich hurt really bad and i cant eat that much but i still do so it bleeds...hahah o well ...um its super cold in this room my hands moves slow lol it always looks like someone jizzes all over this keyboard wich is kinds nasty lol...well anyways ive been pretty good for the most part apperently im doin alot better and i only have to take 6 classes at the least next year instead of 8 so ill get out at 12 wich it awesome execpt i hope i dont get put in a shit class that i really dont want and i swear ill kill someone if i have to go to ummer school this year i aint doin it no! i wont ill drop out of school before i do that again ...so fuck yall...and anyways i miss my baby alot so i hope il get to se her today or tomaro since i dont have school tomaro i asked her to find out if i could come visit her at her school lol i dont see why not? bein off scgool is cool in all but some times i dont like it because im suck with nothing to do all day and all i can think about is what kinda stupid shit is my rents gonna try to make me do today or i wonder how im gonna get out of going to church on sunday and dammit how is it already 10 at night i have school tomaro fuck....lol ya  ouch my mother f'n tounge hurts i got a hot on the bottom of my tounge to...well i really dont have that much to talk about well if you wanna talk just comment me or something bye <3 love you babygirl hope your having a good day

just another day in the life

well todays friday but that doesnt mean anything because i always get bad news and it may not be to you but it is to me...yesterday i had to go to the chinese buffet with my grandparents mom and sis  thats wasnt so bad but i didnt feel like going.  and today my mom wants me to go to the basketball game tonight because she doesnt want to go alone and i dont feel like going to the game because sports are boring to me now ive guessed because nothing is new its been the same old thing forever..i like different sports that you can do on your own and its always different...like skatebaording theres always new obstacles and no rules....boxing always a new person to fight and always different style of fighting well anways....my dad left yesterday to go to d.c. to watch basketball games and will be back on sunday..and my sister leaves today to go to cancun so ill just be chillen alone bored..and the stupidiest news is that my dads works schedule changes so i have to stay at school till 4 everyday....when i get out at 2:45 and 2:18 on wensday ...so ya i dont feel like doin that   thats 10 hours at school ...so ya im only seeing things get worse latlely ..im bored i might blog next bell

zombies!!

haha well this morning when i was getting ready i looked this up cuz i was bored.. well anyways the website is blocked in school but   if you type  could zombies be real in google   the first link should say 5 scientific reasons a zombie apocolypse could actually happen click that link and read it..thats kinda scary considering some of those have actually been proven and they said nanobots will ehh...thats not going to be fun ...get guns loaded and your sights set lol....well anyways im sittin in this empty class with a crappy toshiba touch screen laptop..stupid tablets hahah...anways im not sure what to talk about i wish more people would comment me so ide have more things to talk about ..but i dont so that sucks...i wonder how mny people actually read my blog but dont comment lol probly none =(  o well